{"id":1228,"date":"2009-03-31T10:55:00","date_gmt":"2009-03-31T10:55:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/?p=1228"},"modified":"2019-11-22T16:52:15","modified_gmt":"2019-11-22T16:52:15","slug":"40fp17-jeremiah-20-7-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/?p=1228","title":{"rendered":"40FP(17): Jeremiah 20.7-9"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>7 O Lord, you have enticed me, and I was enticed;<br \/>you have overpowered me, and you have prevailed.<br \/>I have become a laughing-stock all day long; everyone mocks me.<br \/>8 For whenever I speak, I must cry out, I must shout, \u2018Violence and destruction!\u2019<br \/>For the word of the Lord has become for me a reproach and derision all day long.<br \/>9 If I say, \u2018I will not mention him, or speak any more in his name\u2019,<br \/>then within me there is something like a burning fire shut up in my bones;<br \/>I am weary with holding it in, and I cannot.<\/p>\n<p><span>Why is this a favourite passage?<\/span><br \/>Simply because I identify with it so strongly! The English translations tend to minimise the shocking language being used here &#8211; I understand that the language is actually that used to describe seduction and rape, a complete overpowering of the person&#8217;s own choices. That is certainly how I experienced <a href=\"http:\/\/elizaphanian.blogspot.com\/2007\/01\/colour-of-my-shirt.html\">my own vocation<\/a>. It becomes a compulsion &#8211; a word that must be spoken, that fidgets under the skin until it is released; and then, when it is, the world mocks (and I end up being known as <a href=\"http:\/\/elizaphanian.blogspot.com\/search?q=tesco\">the Vicar who hates Tesco<\/a>, or &#8211; and this is more accurate &#8211; the one who is <a href=\"http:\/\/elizaphanian.blogspot.com\/2008\/04\/my-peak-oil-posts.html\">worried about Peak Oil<\/a> and all that it implies). Which is fair enough, you don&#8217;t become a clergyman unless you are prepared to put up with being a figure of ridicule. It just means that passages like this one speak directly to how I experience God and my present condition &#8211; and that&#8217;s why it&#8217;s a favourite passage.<br \/><span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>7 O Lord, you have enticed me, and I was enticed;you have overpowered me, and you have prevailed.I have become a laughing-stock all day long; everyone mocks me.8 For whenever I speak, I must cry out, I must shout, \u2018Violence &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/?p=1228\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[78,25,35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1228","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-40fp","category-autobiography","category-bible"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p3npsc-jO","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1228","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1228"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1228\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6435,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1228\/revisions\/6435"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1228"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1228"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1228"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}