{"id":4077,"date":"2005-08-29T14:37:00","date_gmt":"2005-08-29T14:37:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/?p=4077"},"modified":"2019-11-22T16:58:00","modified_gmt":"2019-11-22T16:58:00","slug":"i-saw-a-leaf-fall","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/?p=4077","title":{"rendered":"I saw a leaf fall"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Bank Holiday Monday in the UK. It&#8217;s been a big weekend, so I take some time off, and (having spent the morning overhauling the garage, amongst other things) I sit and watch my two young boys splash in the paddling pool. I have a beer in my hand, there is clear blue sky, and I am sitting in the shade looking up at the leaves of the tree  on the front lawn. A moment of contentment and contemplation.<\/p>\n<p>I once read that every leaf on a tree catches sunlight. Which I thought remarkable; and then I considered how if a leaf doesn&#8217;t catch any sunlight, it can&#8217;t be doing the tree any good in terms of processing the energy, which is why the leaves grow where they do. There is an explanation available.<\/p>\n<p>Then I saw a leaf fall which wasn&#8217;t green, it was a sickly yellow. It wasn&#8217;t catching enough sunlight to live. <\/p>\n<p>(I sometimes feel a bit like that leaf, but afternoons like this get my chlorophyll working again.)<\/p>\n<p>And I remember that the explanation doesn&#8217;t really make much difference. The tree is beautiful. It is still remarkable how each leaf catches the sunshine; that this is how it all hangs together.<\/p>\n<p>In Remarks on Colour, \u00a7317, Wittgenstein writes: &#8220;When someone who believes in God looks around him and asks &#8216;Where did everything that I see come from?&#8217; &#8216;Where did everything come from?&#8217;, he is not asking for a (causal) explanation; and the point of his question is that it is the expression of such a request. Thus, he is expressing an attitude towards all explanations.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>In other words: this is meaningful. Asking the question is an expression of its meaning, not a query about the meaning.<\/p>\n<p>Ricky Fitts: It&#8217;s like God&#8217;s looking right at you, just for a second, and if you&#8217;re careful you can look right back.<br \/>Jane Burnham: And what do you see?<br \/>Ricky Fitts: Beauty.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bank Holiday Monday in the UK. 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