From my address to the West Mersea APCM this morning:<\/p>\n
After a lot of soul-searching, and having pondered and prayed for some time, I do believe that my time as your Rector is drawing to a close, and that you need a new Rector, a Joshua perhaps, to take you forward into a new season of your life together. I don’t have anything established as yet \u2013 and it may well be some time before God actually shows me the place where he wants this slave to go \u2013 but I believe that my sharing this understanding with you now will help our on-going conversations and our common life. The truth is that I too am very tired \u2013 and as I’ve been saying, I think that this tiredness is a sign that I need to go home to God and find my rest in Him. I, too, need to cease my strivings, and find my rest in Christ alone. To go back to the Moby Dick reference, I do not know what sort of great whale God wishes me to pursue \u2013 or, indeed, if, rather than pursuing the whale like Captain Ahab, he instead wants me to be swallowed up by one and thrown up onto a beach somewhere \u2013 but I feel as if, in sharing this with you, I am recovering my spiritual balance. There is a modern Christian aphorism which I quite like \u2013 if you are going to learn to walk on water you need to get out of the boat. Well, I feel like I’m getting out of the boat, and I’m very nervous, but also excited to see what’s going to happen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
From my address to the West Mersea APCM this morning: After a lot of soul-searching, and having pondered and prayed for some time, I do believe that my time as your Rector is drawing to a close, and that you … Continue reading