{"id":7744,"date":"2021-08-17T16:40:30","date_gmt":"2021-08-17T15:40:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/?p=7744"},"modified":"2021-08-17T16:40:30","modified_gmt":"2021-08-17T15:40:30","slug":"the-sadness-and-the-struggle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/?p=7744","title":{"rendered":"The sadness and the struggle"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So&#8230;. the sadness and the struggle.<\/p>\n<p>Wittgenstein once wrote, &#8216;It has been impossible for me to write one word in my books about all that music has meant to me in my life. How then can I hope to be understood?&#8217; That&#8217;s something that has always resonated with me. It&#8217;s difficult for a non-musician to talk about music, other than to say something like &#8216;this&#8230;.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve always liked doing playlists. Called them tapes back in the day. Here is one, curated for a friend, that I have been encouraged to share a bit more widely. I&#8217;ll do a few more as time goes on (that is, I&#8217;ll put them on to Youtube &#8211; they&#8217;re already done!)<\/p>\n<p>This one is about the struggle with God, and the sequence of songs goes through a particular spiritual motion, tension and resolution. It always makes me laugh when I hear believers being criticised for having beliefs that give them comfort. Of course there can be comfort &#8211; but there is also sheer terror and relentless pressure when you are accountable to the God of heaven and earth.<\/p>\n<p>Which is why I love Leonard Cohen so much &#8211; he really gets it.<\/p>\n<p>Anyhow, enough chunter, here &#8217;tis, if you have a spare hour for listening to God-wrestling.<br \/>\n<span class=\"embed-youtube\" style=\"text-align:center; display: block;\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" class=\"youtube-player\" width=\"584\" height=\"329\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed?version=3&#038;rel=1&#038;showsearch=0&#038;showinfo=1&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;fs=1&#038;hl=en-US&#038;autohide=2&#038;wmode=transparent&#038;listType=playlist&#038;list=PLrjg0Lql6c56_lYfW1UFXSh8CEdl2IYPd\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" style=\"border:0;\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts allow-same-origin allow-popups allow-presentation allow-popups-to-escape-sandbox\"><\/iframe><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So&#8230;. the sadness and the struggle. Wittgenstein once wrote, &#8216;It has been impossible for me to write one word in my books about all that music has meant to me in my life. How then can I hope to be &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/?p=7744\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[25,44],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7744","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-autobiography","category-music"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p3npsc-20U","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7744","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7744"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7744\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7745,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7744\/revisions\/7745"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7744"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7744"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/elizaphanian.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7744"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}