Nuclear power is problematic, for all sorts of reasons.

But coal power is MUCH, MUCH worse, in every respect except the economic.

Which means, of course, that coal power will be the way that the world chooses to develop (eg China building a new coal power plant each week).

Faced with a choice between revolution and global warming, most authorities will choose the latter.

It’s called sailing by the prevailing wind.

The only way this might be changed is by changing the prevailing winds – ie changing people’s attitudes.

Which is my job, I guess. (Not mine alone, thank the Lord).

What’s really cheerful is the sense that the only thing that will preserve human civilisation in the long term is a major civilisation-threatening war in the short to medium term.

Ah! I knew that they were acting under divine guidance!

Bring out the bombs! Dr Strangelove, now is your time!

UPDATE: even when there is a will, there’s a vested interest standing in your way – see here.

Just discovered this. Wonder why I didn’t find it sooner. And yes, they’re going to do one for Peak Oil too (which should be easier, as the science is even less contentious).

(HT Angry Chimp on the KillerApe list)

Kim Fabricius with ten thoughts here.

I’ve probably said enough about ‘let us be human‘ for the time being. It’s certainly an idea whose time has come. (And it’s not my idea, thank God.)

(Taken from ‘A Time to Heal’)

Burn-out in carers
This is a syndrome of physical, spiritual and emotional exhaustion that is particularly likely where there is an experience of discrepancy between expectation and reality.

Three stages of burn-out have been described:
– In the first stage there is an imbalance between the demands of work and personal resources, which results in hurried meals, longer working hours, spending little time with the family, frequent lingering colds and sleep problems. This is the time to take stock, seek God and the advice of those around us.
– The second stage involves a short-term response to stress with angry outbursts, irritability, feeling tired all the time and anxiety about physical health. This stage highlights a real need to get away from it all.
– Terminal burn-out, stage three, creeps up insidiously. The carer cannot re-establish the balance between demands and personal resources. He or she goes into overdrive, works mechanically, by the book, lacking the fresh inspiration of the Holy Spirit. They tend to be late for appointments and to refer to those they are caring for in a derogatory manner, using superficial, stereotyped, authoritarian methods of communication.

On an emotional level, the carer becomes exhausted, incapable of empathy and overwhelmed by everyday problems. Emotional detachment becomes a form of rejection, which can develop into irritability and even aggression towards those nearby. Persons in this situation put themselves down, feel discouraged and wonder how they ever achieved in the past. Problems pile up and paralyse the mind. Disorganisation results in more precious energy being expended to make up for lost efficiency. Fatigue deepens and thought processes slow. Physically, an inner tension, an aching across the chest, weakness, headaches, indigestion and a lack of sleep are often experienced.

I read this whilst on retreat. I wasn’t expecting to read something like this (I thought I was researching the healing ministry) but it was quite a revelation. I’ve highlighted the bits that apply. What really got me was the ‘aching across the chest’ part.

I knew something was wrong when I was putting on my socks one morning, I put one on and then stopped. I just couldn’t continue.

The retreat has turned me around, but there is much work and sorting-out-of-my-life to be done.

In particular, that opening sentence is one I have been mulling on for the last several days. The “discrepancy between expectation and reality” is what I need to resolve, which will take the form of abandoning all desire for particular results, especially “success”. I do believe that success is an illusion; unfortunately it is an illusion that has turned my head, fraying my relationship with God, and knocking my ministry off track (much of that can’t be shared here, sorry).

The thing about going into overdrive applies. In my clergy support group a few months back I had feedback about being someone who gives the impression of high demands, ie being very demanding. I don’t really demand much from others, I don’t think – tho’ I’m sure I do demand some things, loyalty mostly – but I am very demanding of myself. I have felt tremendously driven to be a ‘good priest’. Hmm. Nothing I would wish to defend theologically, but that doesn’t stop it being the human truth.

There’s still a bit of me that is trying to justify myself before an angry God. I think that’s why I find Alison et al so helpful. Reconciliation in the wink of a hippo.

Just as I am, without one plea – O Lamb of God, I come.

Is the title of James Alison’s latest book, which I read on retreat. Maintains his excellent standard, but I can’t rave about it quite as much as expected simply because I had already read chunks of it on-line (most of the chapters were published as articles at his website)

But if you’re not familiar with his writing, it’s as good a place as any to start. I think he’s wonderful, and he’s been one of the most formative influences on my theological thinking for the last year or two.

Highly, highly recommended.

Go read. If you’re not aware of it, you’re not informed. And not being informed, you’ll suffer. Simple as that.

(Not necessarily that article, of course. More the general shape of the world for the next few decades.)

Just to say that I have updated my ‘key posts’ list, and made it a bit more coherent. It should now give a guide to my thinking/ writing on various things, not least the Metaphysics of Quality, which I think got lost by the wayside somewhat. So new readers might like to take a look, old hands might see something there that they haven’t seen before.

Paul Kingsnorth in inspired mood.